Oscar winner Jennifer Lawrence recently told V magazine that releasing a movie can be an “awful” experience for her emotions as the public decides whether or not it is good or not.

“The experience only adds to the dread, because I’ve had so many experiences of working so hard on something, loving something so deeply, and then releasing it to the world, and the world just being like, ‘Boo! Hate you!’ It is so awful,” Lawrence said. “And [yet] somehow, I read a script, I meet with the director, we get on set, we start doing it, and somehow I’m able to forget that this part of the process will happen. I mean, I’m very blessed and very lucky. But it’s a very scary few months.”

She stars in the movie as a new mother who descends into psychosis. Robert Pattinson plays her unhelpful husband.

In several recent interviews, Lawrence has gotten brutally honest about her anxiety over doing interviews during press tours for her movies.

she took a two-year break from Hollywood because “everybody had gotten sick of me. I’d gotten sick of me.”

Speaking to The New Yorker last month, Lawrence admitted that she understood why the public “rejected” her personality because she actually was “annoying” in old interviews.

V magazine’s website Read Lawrence’s interview in its entirety.